Twenty Five for Twenty Six

New goal alert!!  Today Catherine and I worked on some of her wedding stuff. We looked st accessories for the big day, found some fun things, and practiced her makeup look. We also finalized some shower details which is very exciting!!  In the midst of me practicing applying her makeup, I recommended to her to make sure her face regimen was consistent for at least the full month prior to the big day. I have been thinking about this for myself as well! My skin is kind of bleh and I don’t even know why really. So goal nine is to make sure I’m cleansing my face everyday between now and the wedding in hopes to see some changes!! 

Hheeellloooooo, it’s me!  Today has been an interesting day. I missed yesterday because I was tired. And that tired carried into today. But I was able to start speaking with a traffic lawyer about that ridiculousness of a ticket. And then I cleaned parts of my house and did grocery shopping! Catherine is visiting tomorrow for some wedding preparation stuff and then I’m working all day on Easter. I finished another book (ghosts haunting trees, interesting concept) and decided on a new goal for the next few months!!  March was a better month. Not great, but better and I will take that. Let’s see how April goes. 

Today was an inbetween day to be honest. I found so holes in my ticket (literally not my car on the ticket omg) which is good but now I have to go forward with like court so that’s kinda intimidating. My food intake was not great but not awful. We had a staff meeting that was educational but boring because staff meetings and then my cat demanded attention when I got home. I’m worried she’s depressed and that we haven’t been playing with her enough... who knows. 

The title has nothing to do with the post but I thought it was funny.  Today sucked. Some asshole cop gave me a 300 ticket  (my first ever in my life mind you) stating  "you were behind me, and I was going 58, and tried to pass me, a cop, on the right hand side going 70 in a 55"  False sir! I was NEVER behind you and never moved into the right lane! I was in the center right hand lane and changing lanes using my blinker to get in to the center left hand (next to him as he was in the far left lane) and I was only going 62 which in my opinion is an acceptable *passing* speed!  It was after the fact that he then decided to get behind me, follow me for a like 1/4 of a mile and then pull me over and act like an asshole about it.  This is definitely a first world problem and probably a white people problem as well but regardless it doesn’t change the fact that this was just one more thing for my system to feel upset about. How are we going to afford that? Why is ...

If I want to lose the rest of the weight, I need to buckle down and actually adhere to some sort of consent meal prep/plan. I wasn’t awful today but I’m not sure it was exactly good either. I need to add more veggies and fruit consistently and less junk. I know all of this.  Also, today was spent trying to emotionally recover from my weekend because it wasn’t great. I’ll be okay but just lots to recover from today was all. 

I missed yesterday’s post completely. I passed out in my clothes with all the lights on at like 11pm. Woke up at like 3 am and just kind of stumbled around like a zombie to rectify that situation. Rough.  Today was a mixed bag. Checking on the animals I’m petting sitting was fine and work was alright just a ton of standing.  Everything was fine at home until boyfriend’s tires suddenly had to be replaced. I try not to talk about that facet of my life too much because that’s like taboo or something in society. So I’ll talk about how I struggled to handle his stress today. I struggled to handle all of the things that he was going through and it makes me feel very unsteady when that happens. Again, rough.  I sometimes get my girlfriend and counselor lines blurred which may or may not help at times, I really don’t know. But today was just a lot. And then an *NSYNC song played and here we are with a blog post. 

I finished my fourth book of the year “The Rosemary Spell” from which I took the title of today’s post. It isn’t a great book but it was entertaining for the most part. Learned a little bit of the conspiracy theories about Shakespeare so that’s good.  I also went to the gym and now I’m going bed. Peace.