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Apparently I was exhausted when I came home from work because by 11:30 PM on 12/16/17, I was unconscious. So here I am, writing, yesterdays posts like I've been doing. There was cookie contest yesterday at work which was delicious. I had too many of them though. I should not have let my self partake. So today will have to be filled with better food options. I have my lean cuisine pizza that I can have and I will look at see if there is a leaner food item at the cafeteria for dinner.

Anella went out and got some frosting for the Jingle and Bells' adventures on Christmas with the clients. Cookies galore let me tell you! It's going to be great, I just have to remember the cookies aren't for me.

ALSO! Catherine and I might have found another Maid of Honor dress since David's Bridal has really dumb online policies. I just need to go get measured! This does scare me a little bit. My standard dress size right now is a 10-12. We ordered a 10 in the last dress and even if I did reach my weight goal, I was never going to fit in that dress. My bone structure would have prevented it. I just really want to get back to a better weight. I wish I had better resolve when it comes to food and exercise habits. I know I still have time but I'm bummed about it for now.

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