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Books and Small Wins

Today was a little better in the accomplishments department. I went grocery shopping and cleaned a portion of my car. I still didn't take down the decorations and boyfriend was doing laundry. I did clean out the fridge and put away some stuff so that was good. AND I FINISHED MY BOOK SERIES! I read like no one's business if I feel like I need answers but I didn't completely like the answers I got from my series? I'll read the novellas and see if that helps. But I had some small wins today which is something to be grateful for.

Boyfriend also had a sprinkle of luck today with some interviews so fingers (and toes) crossed that something great comes of it!!

I checked in with Catherine today and realized that part of the reason I am doing all of this is my identity crisis due to no longer being a student. Even though my profession allows me to be a life long learner, it is difficult to adjust from an everyday routine in primary school to some freedom in college to the freedom I have now with just my jobs. I'm trying to fill in my time. The problem is, I'm a naturally lazy individual so between staring at Facebook videos and going to the gym I will consistently pick the videos. I am trying to get out of that habit and establish a new routine for my life but as you can see, I'm not so good at that. I need a babysitter.
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