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This is how I have felt for the last four days. Also, I had to find my copy of Halloweentown, set up the BluRay player, fast forward to this scene, and then take a picture of it because I have had this particular sequence in my head and the Internet didn’t have the picture anywhere I could find. 

I haven’t been doing well with my food. I’ve been sleeping a ton and eating out a lot and falling to my cravings for desserts. Today I didn’t eat a single thing from my own home; everything was fast food. And I knew this as I bought it. I know my calorie count and expectations and what to do to help me drop weight and here I am saying “oops” and doing it anyway. I feel guilty and like I failed.

I constantly feel like I’m failing and I cope by doing things that eventually will make me feel like a failure but later. It’s a vicious and toxic cycle and I’m too unmotivated (read lazy) to change it. How do I fix this? How do I fix me? 

We saw “Skyscraper” today. It was entertaining. 

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