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High School

I remember having this thought when I was in school “what will life be like without this block carved out each day?” I couldn’t comprehend no school for the whole year. It freaked me out for a long time. 

Obviously, I got over it but I miss going to school. School supply shopping was my favorite part each year too! I love office supplies so much and I can’t explain why. But aside from that, I went to Target tonight to get some stuff for an interview I’m preparing for and I found myself here:



The school supply section. My playground. Notebooks and pencils and binders galore!

And suddenly I was sad. I was sad for hallways and lockers and desks I’ll never use again. I missed my closeknit group of friends that I saw everyday, inside jokes, teachers, textbooks. All of it. I missed high school. I missed the work, the structure, the comfort of it. It was a bizarre phenomenon to experience considering highschool wasn’t the best point of my life, undergrad was. And yet, there I was at 951 at night standing in the aisles of Target wishing for highschool rather than my jobs. Wanting to be student again. 



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