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It is crazy to think that I am in the last two months of my project. Things are going okay with it to be honest. I am down to 152 as of this morning, only 7 more lbs to go until my goal is achieved. The rest of the goals are doing better over the last week and I am about to start on the proposal I want to write. The budget, schedule, and car stuff is still a struggle but I am still constituents working on it. Big decisions have to happen for me in the next week months so we shall see how any goals will be impacted. 

There are things in my life that are making posting hard and I told my self in the beginning that it was okay to miss posts. I just don't like missing them weeks at a time. It feel unauthentic, disingenuous, wrong. But the things that are happening take me out of a blogging head space... It just makes it so hard to be motivated about writing. That is something I will have to adjust. 
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