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Of 40 degrees and Others Annoyances

To be fair, I just came off of a two hours reading session for one of my weird Alice in Wonderland but darker books. I'm a tad cynical.

I didn't do chores like I was supposed to. I didn't really do anything like I was supposed to. I went to the chiropractor early so that I could have the day off to do stuff. Got by new book, tried to go to Pollo Tropical but then the power went off, found another one to go to, it was closed, backed into a pole  because I am dumb, finally found a Pollo that was open, ate food, came home to change into warmer clothes because it was 40-48 degree all day long and I'm not used to that madness, saw Jumangi with the boy friend and then came home and had my reading session. And that was one long, probably grammatically incorrect sentence. Wow. I forgot I bought some stuff at Victoria Secret with the gift card I got for Christmas.

I'm angry with myself for failing again. I'm too tired physically to do the things I needed to do and boyfriend isn't here at the moment to help so my hands are kind of tied to do it now. Ugh. Tomorrow I am supposed to babysit and clean out my car. I also need to go to the bank, go to supervision, and go grocery shopping?


I give up.
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